under the weather post.

maybe because i am under the weather, i am also thinking in a under-the-weather sort of way...

i am doubting, and feeling as if it is all surreal again. maybe because i stepped into this too fast?
i feel like i sort of coerced him into this. no idea if it is true, if i did really did force him into taking this step so soon. but that's how i think sometimes.

this is one relationship i am definitely not confident of... for one, i'd never felt this way for a person before. i am used to being the one much more loved than i do. and therein lies my insecurity this time round probably. because i still do not know for sure where we stand.

a whole new chapter. not even a full month yet... lets see where it will take us. =)

don't like being sick. don't like being like this in general.
I pride myself for being independent!

I'll say a little prayer for you - Arethra Franklin

The moment I wake up,
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair now,
And wondering what dress to wear now,
I say a little prayer for you.

**Forever and ever, you'll stay in my heart and I will love you.
Forever and ever, we never will part, oh how I love you.
Together forever, that's how it must be.
To live without you would only mean heartbreak for me.

I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think about us, dear.
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time,
And all through my coffee-break time,
I say a little prayer for you.

**Chorus
My darling, believe me,
For me there is no one but you!
Please love me too,
And I'm in love with you,
Answer my prayer now, baby.

**Chorus